If you want to be happy, be ^^-

So yah, I woke up today with such a very good mood! I don’t know what caused this, maybe it’s how the sun shines today after few rainy days, or the laughters I heard as I woke up or maybe, just the mere fact that I’m still alive ☺ It’s like, how I should be after the down-est moment of my life.

The past weeks sure have been a struggle especially the week of October 24th. It’s hard to wake up in the morning and even falling asleep has been a battle. I need to strive, to push myself to get me out of depression even for just few hours. Sometimes, I thought that I’d be safe when I’m sleeping but it didn’t give me assurance, at times, the ghost showed in my dreams and when I woke up, the pain would linger and then I hardly made it through the day. I’d cry everytime the ghost popped in my mind, I never thought I’d get hurt like this. No matter how much I tried to get rid of that person in my mind, I just couldn’t. But I knew from that moment that I need to be strong..

My family, friends and especially the Lord has been the source of my strength. And since last week, I think I’m slowly getting better, it’s been over a month now and I’d get affected still, but the sadness weren’t as intense. That’s good, right? Somehow I feel that the effort of my family, friends and myself with the help of the Lord, to make me feel better are slowly paying off and soon enough, I know I’ll be better than ever ☺ 

Everything that had happened is all worth it. I loved, I hate, I laughed, I cried, I was sweet then I was cold, everything were like crazy. Everything happened like it was my first time. There are a lot of good things to be remembered, and I only want those memories to stay. Whatever bad happened, It made me who Iam now. There are no regrets at all, whether good or bad.

Now, I cant wait to be that person again who was once lost, and I’m sure when he gets back, he’ll be better. He’ll be proud of how strong he is to get through of all this. He’ll just smile when he thinks of what happened. He’ll be wiser and he will be ready to fall in love again ☺ and despite of what’ve happened, his heart, his fragile little heart will still love purely as always is  ☺

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That feeling, when the person you loved tells you, “i still love you” and when you start to absorb every word, to finally take the chance again, they will suddenly leave you.. without anything left for you.. because everything goes with them. And you’ll find yourself broken. again. crying. alone. forever.. The the hard part is No matter what you do, no matter where you go, the ghost will forever haunt you. For the nth time, you’ve been broken by the same person and the same person who can only put the smile back in your face, The only person you you will forever love. The only person you can see your life with in the long run. That person who broke your heart..

But despite everything that had happened, you’re ready to welcome him back, because it is so rare to be with your love. The joy, the pain, the laughter, the heartaches, the love and the madness. But then you’ll see him moved on, stupid but it’s the time that memories are all going back in your head, in your heart. And the excruciating pain will take over. The pain that’d make you wish you were dead. The pain that will forever leave a hole in your precious, fragile heart. The pain the’d kill you little by little. That pain. That pain…

When will you move on? When will you smile again? When will you have your life back? When? “When” will be the hardest questions ever ask.

And When will I move on? I don’t know.

‘nuff said.

This is some shiz, man!

This is really funny. Haha! Power Ranger “Celebrity Edition”

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